a day in my shoes [entries|friends|calendar] dorkusxmaximus [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

(say what?) gayyy [13 Jul 2005|10:44pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | paul oakenfold// tranceport ] ok so i know i havent written in here in forever but things are very well. alot of shit has happened in these 3 months, bad good, but for the most part its been amazing. I love my Boyfriend more than ever and we are doing very well. no matter how many fights we get in , as ricky would say "its all worth it in the end." but besides that i want to get a new job shit is gay at Buffalo Wild wings. I wanna go back to school to, i just gotta get my shit tagether. ok well i dont wanna type anymore cause im super lazy but ill be sure to write in here more often!! ♥

(say what?) its getting cold. [04 May 2005|07:10am] [ mood | nauseated ] [ music | till tuesday//Voices carry ] ok so its suppose to be spring/summer... i really dont see that happeneing... anywho.. my stomach hurts soo freakin bad.. ew.. i ate so much last night with ♥ ricky.. we're fat and proud... no one else can pull it off but us... haha yea so things are in fact getting way better then they were last month .. wayy better.. ha im starting to think like that i just dont care what people think anymore.. i like it haha.. im enjoying life ♥ im going back to bed

(say what?) been awhile [29 Apr 2005|11:39am] [ mood | content ] [ music | oasis// wonderwall ] so it has in fact been forever since i've written in this thing.. alot has happened. ALOT things that have occurred: - i moved out of my house, and got an appartment - drama happened as always.. moved out - lived with my mom - got kicked out and crashed a lexus in ym house - no longer close friends with some people - everyone has changed - i have a boyfriend - got promoted at buffalo wild wings. - was going to move to baltimore but shit went down like always - im not as dramatic. - i've come to realize that i dont care about what people think, and i did at one point - never date anyone from the scene. - never depend on anyone but yourself. - and friends can be the biggest backstabbers.. and hit ya where it really hurts. may i remind you most of this has happened in the month of APRIL... i offically HATE THIS MONTH ehh what do you expect? i mean i didnt think the worst could happen but it did... this whole month has been hell for me, i've lost alot but gained alot at the same time... i've finally come to realize who i really am.. and also come to the conclusion that they're are some fucked up people out there... i would know i became friends with most of them... don't get me wrong tho.. i've done some fucked up shit as well.. but nothing to that extent.. well maybe a little.. i have miserable for sometime.. and i dunno.. i'm just sick of it.. its time for a huge change in my life .. a new beginning to my future.. im going to bust my ass to make things right. im going back to school this summer to finish up my GED.. then hopefully either going to MCC or continental.. either or.. i really wanna get in to being a make-up artist.. soo we'll see how that goes.. im still in fact werking at buffalo wild wings.. i got promoted there.. yea.. and i got a nice raise.. so things are looking up for me right now.. im probably going to start looking for a new job.. i just need to keep busy and worry about me and not other people.. i havent partied in sometime.. it could be because people hate me right now.. but i dont think thats the real reason beacause most of them aren't going to say anything to me cause they're too chicken shit.. yea i said it.. im nt worrying about having fun right now that can wait.. i mean i've been parting since i was 14.. im not partied out yet.. but im 18 now and im sure theres going to be alot of partying in the future.. i've come to realize that i am in fact in ♥ love ♥ with someone who really knows me for me and has helped me throught all this fucking emotional bullshit/shit.. yea hes pretty much amazing and always has a good head on his shoulders.. thats what i need right now.. he makes me smile all the time..:] gosh so yea theres alot going on right now but i must be going i have to go get ready cause me and tai (my old roommate) are going out and such reminescing and all that fun stuff... i miss her.. im sure ill start writing in here again.. ♥xo

(say what?) a sorta fairy tale [03 Nov 2004|04:35am] [ mood | blank ] [ music | five days and counting// spitalfield ] theres a boy... and hes amazing.. too good to be true.. i think i might like him... hes too awesome.. way too awesome.. but then theres j... UGHHHHH why?

(say what?) haha.. [02 Nov 2004|05:17am] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | talk to me dance with me// hot hot heat ] ok so yea holloween was amazing ..me dev tom kevin aric sean kara milligan and this gurl he was with all went trick or treating:) haha went to waterstreet.. yea it was fun :] so theres this boy, ugh... stupid boys with gurlfrends.. i hate it.. whatever ok im in a bad mood.. talk about bipolar.. right? im off to bed xox Jacque

(say what?) [27 Oct 2004|05:07am] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | senses g\fail ] team america is awesome.. halloween is almost here<3 i have new hair. anddd uhhh i like beer. that is all.. ps. i offically hate rich people.. if you are rich dont talk to me : ] nightt

(say what?) whoa [25 Oct 2004|04:57am] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | Pitiful//blindside ] so had a good weekend with britt..fucking great times.. lol at taco bell got yelled at by tha sistas threw the drive through .. haha aww steve n manda<3 you guys rock. crazyy ass weekend ahead guys. im a sexy bunny this year.. britts a naughty skool teacher.. haha everyone havea good weekend if i dont write in here<3 HAPPY HOLLOWEEEEEEEEN ex's n oh's

(2 sweet like whoa say what?) wow [22 Oct 2004|03:57am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | call call// the faint ] are you fucking kidding me? the drama never ends.. cannot wait to move if hell was on earth it would deffinatly be here in Rochester ughhh warm sands and hot weather here i come..

(say what?) pain [20 Oct 2004|03:15am] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | take it away//the used ] hey now.. things are well the end. <3 me

(say what?) ew [18 Oct 2004|06:51pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | who knows ] im on new meds.. and they suck. they force me to be happy. GAHH

(1 sweet like whoa say what?) ew [17 Oct 2004|03:35am] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | none ] friday: got drunk out of my mind with Kara and the crew.. didnt go to bed till 11 am.. got 2 hours of sleep. saturday: hung out with robin went shopping got sick and was bitchy. yea... this weekend ive felt like complete shit. ughh im a hawker...

(say what?) love is poison [14 Oct 2004|03:18pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | stitches//orgy ] It really is show tanight SPILL CANVAS AS TALL AS LIONS LYNDSAY DIARIES GENTLEMANS CLUB (cd release) WHEN WE'RE BOTH CATS (zach from renouf's acoustic side proj) @ X-DREAMS SKATE PARK 3195 BRIGHTON-HENRIETTA TOWNLINE RD. $6 DOORS ARE AT 5 GO it should be a good show.. anywho gotta werk 7-CL tanight.. ew.. time for a shower

(1 sweet like whoa say what?) beating heart baby<3 [14 Oct 2004|02:29am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | eye// smashing pumpkins ] just got off werk.. not tired.. work was hectic as usual.. i wanna get away.. i wanna move now... i cant take this anymore. i think its time for anti[depressants] lol. ughh.. yea people are deff more emo in the fall/winter.. u saw this boy taday, he.. he was soo cute... ive been so SHY lately ESPECIALLY round BOYS wtf is up with that.. man.. im losing it.. hopefully this weekend will be good i might hang out with kara.. thatll be fun :] i havent like done anything.. seriously its bad.. whatever.. ok well on that note.. its bed time night Jaxy ps. i need a boyfriendddd</3

(1 sweet like whoa say what?) wow your dumb [12 Oct 2004|10:47pm] [ mood | infuriated ] [ music | none ] fuck you. all of you

(say what?) see what happens when your bored?? [12 Oct 2004|08:31pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | such great heights// postal service ] You'll Find Love Through Friends Your friends get you better than any guy ever has And they're the perfect people to introduce you to your soulmate So look and act you're best with them, even if it's a girl's night out You never know who they might find for you! Where Will You Find Love? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. You've Got a Bit of a Crush Maybe your guy friend is a crush of convenience - easy enough to happen Did you just break up with someone? Or are you more lonely than usual? If no to both, then this small crush could be the real deal. Find out if he feels the same - because he just might! Are You Crushing on Him? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. You're a "Risky Fuck". You're the type of girl who likes to take risks. Whip out the hand cuffs and bend me over. You're the one reading the "50 Greastest Sex Positions" and then telling all your friends which ones are the best. What Kind of Fuck Are You? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva You Are an Exotic Beauty! No matter what your ehtnic background, you've got a unique look And your one of a kind beauty makes an imprint in every man's mind You hardly ever wear the same outfit twice, and your hair is always changing As a result, your look is always new and fresh - never outdated or stale What Type of Beauty Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Forward No doubt that you've got game Just a little too much game for some guys Maybe it's just that some men like a challenge Or they think they're not challenging enough for you! Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. hahahaha

(1 sweet like whoa say what?) [12 Oct 2004|02:51pm] [ mood | drained ] Your Suicide.. by Konstantine Your Name/Username Favorite Number? Favorite Color? Gender? FemaleMaleUndecidedBoth How will you commit suicide? Pills + Alcohol (fun!) How many tries will it take? 30 When will you commit suicide? October 1, 2010 What will your suicide note say? I wish there was another way .. Quiz created with MemeGen! lol harsh..ok im done for now....

(say what?) hahahhahahha [12 Oct 2004|02:35pm] [ mood | crazy ] Find your inner teeniebopper by clinicallydorky Your username Your age 17 Your nickname Crazy CuTiE Your favorite band Green Day What you wear to try to get backstage Booty shorts with "Hottie" on the butt Quiz created with MemeGen!

(say what?) new journal : ] [12 Oct 2004|02:23pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | chevelle//vitamin r ] oh boy a new journal.. havent had one of these in awhile.. anywho i use to have a deadjournal but that was like back in 10th grade.. man.. well umm nothing really is going on right now.. i didnt go to school today because im gay like that and didnt want to wake up. umm im bored and kinda wish i would had gone, hmm.. uhh tahts all for now.. im hungry:)

navigation [ viewing | most recent entries ]