a day in my shoes

gayyy

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 02:47:55 GMT

ok so i know i havent written in here in forever but things are very well. alot of shit has happened in these 3 months, bad good, but for the most part its been amazing. I love my Boyfriend more than ever and we are doing very well. no matter how many fights we get in , as ricky would say "its all worth it in the end." but besides that i want to get a new job shit is gay at Buffalo Wild wings. I wanna go back to school to, i just gotta get my shit tagether. ok well i dont wanna type anymore cause im super lazy but ill be sure to write in here more often!!

♥

its getting cold.

Wed, 04 May 2005 11:13:43 GMT

ok so its suppose to be spring/summer... i really dont see that happeneing... anywho.. my stomach hurts soo freakin bad.. ew.. i ate so much last night with ♥ ricky..

we're fat and proud... no one else can pull it off but us...

haha yea so things are in fact getting way better then they were last month .. wayy better..

ha im starting to think like that i just dont care what people think anymore.. i like it haha..

im enjoying life

♥

im going back to bed

been awhile

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 15:53:05 GMT

so it has in fact been forever since i've written in this thing.. alot has happened. ALOT
things that have occurred:
- i moved out of my house, and got an appartment
- drama happened as always.. moved out
- lived with my mom
- got kicked out and crashed a lexus in ym house
- no longer close friends with some people
- everyone has changed
- i have a boyfriend
- got promoted at buffalo wild wings.
- was going to move to baltimore but shit went down like always
- im not as dramatic.
- i've come to realize that i dont care about what people think, and i did at one point
- never date anyone from the scene.
- never depend on anyone but yourself.
- and friends can be the biggest backstabbers.. and hit ya where it really hurts.

may i remind you most of this has happened in the month of APRIL... i offically HATE THIS MONTH

ehh what do you expect? i mean i didnt think the worst could happen but it did... this whole month has been hell for me, i've lost alot but gained alot at the same time... i've finally come to realize who i really am.. and also come to the conclusion that they're are some fucked up people out there... i would know i became friends with most of them... don't get me wrong tho.. i've done some fucked up shit as well.. but nothing to that extent.. well maybe a little..

i have miserable for sometime.. and i dunno.. i'm just sick of it.. its time for a huge change in my life .. a new beginning to my future.. im going to bust my ass to make things right. im going back to school this summer to finish up my GED.. then hopefully either going to MCC or continental.. either or.. i really wanna get in to being a make-up artist.. soo we'll see how that goes.. im still in fact werking at buffalo wild wings.. i got promoted there.. yea.. and i got a nice raise.. so things are looking up for me right now.. im probably going to start looking for a new job.. i just need to keep busy and worry about me and not other people..

i havent partied in sometime.. it could be because people hate me right now.. but i dont think thats the real reason beacause most of them aren't going to say anything to me cause they're too chicken shit.. yea i said it..

im nt worrying about having fun right now that can wait.. i mean i've been parting since i was 14.. im not partied out yet.. but im 18 now and im sure theres going to be alot of partying in the future..

i've come to realize that i am in fact in ♥ love ♥ with someone who really knows me for me and has helped me throught all this fucking emotional bullshit/shit.. yea hes pretty much amazing and always has a good head on his shoulders.. thats what i need right now..

he makes me smile all the time..:]

gosh so yea theres alot going on right now but i must be going i have to go get ready cause me and tai (my old roommate) are going out and such reminescing and all that fun stuff... i miss her..

im sure ill start writing in here again..

♥xo

a sorta fairy tale

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 09:37:28 GMT

theres a boy... and hes amazing.. too good to be true.. i think i might like him... hes too awesome.. way too awesome..

but then theres j... UGHHHHH

why?

haha..

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 10:20:02 GMT

ok so yea holloween was amazing ..me dev tom kevin aric sean kara milligan and this gurl he was with all went trick or treating:)

haha went to waterstreet.. yea it was fun :]

so theres this boy, ugh... stupid boys with gurlfrends.. i hate it..

whatever

ok im in a bad mood.. talk about bipolar.. right?

im off to bed

xox

Jacque

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 09:09:04 GMT

team america is awesome..
halloween is almost here<3
i have new hair.
anddd
uhhh
i like beer.

that is all..

ps. i offically hate rich people..
if you are rich dont talk to me : ]

nightt

whoa

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 09:00:38 GMT

so had a good weekend with britt..fucking great times.. lol at taco bell got yelled at by tha sistas threw the drive through .. haha
aww steve n manda<3 you guys rock.

crazyy ass weekend ahead guys.
im a sexy bunny this year..
britts a naughty skool teacher..
haha everyone havea good weekend if i dont write in here<3

HAPPY HOLLOWEEEEEEEEN

ex's n oh's

wow

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 07:58:50 GMT

are you fucking kidding me?
the drama never ends..
cannot wait to move
if hell was on earth it would deffinatly be here in Rochester

ughhh

warm sands and hot weather here i come..

pain

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 07:17:08 GMT

hey now..

things are well

the end.

<3 me

ew

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 22:52:10 GMT

im on new meds.. and they suck.

they force me to be happy.

GAHH

ew

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 07:36:42 GMT

friday:
got drunk out of my mind with Kara and the crew.. didnt go to bed till 11 am.. got 2 hours of sleep.

saturday:
hung out with robin went shopping got sick and was bitchy.

yea... this weekend ive felt like complete shit.

ughh

im a hawker...

love is poison

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 19:25:41 GMT

It really is
show tanight

SPILL CANVAS
AS TALL AS LIONS
LYNDSAY DIARIES
GENTLEMANS CLUB (cd release)
WHEN WE'RE BOTH CATS (zach from renouf's acoustic side proj)

@ X-DREAMS SKATE PARK
3195 BRIGHTON-HENRIETTA TOWNLINE RD.
$6 DOORS ARE AT 5

GO it should be a good show..
anywho gotta werk 7-CL tanight.. ew..

time for a shower

beating heart baby<3

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 06:33:57 GMT

just got off werk.. not tired..
work was hectic as usual..
i wanna get away.. i wanna move now... i cant take this anymore. i think its time for anti[depressants] lol. ughh.. yea people are deff more emo in the fall/winter..

u saw this boy taday, he.. he was soo cute... ive been so SHY lately ESPECIALLY round BOYS wtf is up with that.. man.. im losing it..

hopefully this weekend will be good i might hang out with kara.. thatll be fun :] i havent like done anything.. seriously its bad.. whatever..

ok well on that note.. its bed time

night

Jaxy

ps. i need a boyfriendddd</3

wow your dumb

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 02:48:22 GMT

fuck you. all of you

see what happens when your bored??

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 01:00:49 GMT

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Tue, 12 Oct 2004 18:53:14 GMT

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lol harsh..ok im done for now....

hahahhahahha

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new journal : ]

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 18:26:12 GMT

oh boy a new journal.. havent had one of these in awhile..

anywho i use to have a deadjournal but that was like back in 10th grade.. man.. well umm nothing really is going on right now.. i didnt go to school today because im gay like that and didnt want to wake up. umm im bored and kinda wish i would had gone, hmm..

uhh tahts all for now.. im hungry:)